The Last Moment WE'RE together

Well,

After i quit my job,

There's another 1 month for me to ejoy/rest?

Or should i find a job until my college starts?

Well,

Today,Me,Dennis and Meng go have a drink with my buddy Dee Lern,

He's tell us about his life in college.

even the class might be a short period,

but it is very rare to have a chance that able us to have a good rest,

Of course,he is much more worst than us,

He's alone after leaving KL,

Went to Nilai INTI colllege for his studies since that his father encourages him into that college

He only free and able to join us at Weekends,

And unfortunately,

Most of us are busy in weekends,

We have our own family day,church,or else activity

Although most of us are the same colleges,TarC

But,After we met our own new friends,

The Distance between us ( High school friends) shall increase,

I know most of you want to tell me : WE ARE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER,WE NEVER ABANDON ANYONE

Well,thats just a promise that NOT a promise,

I can't even promise that we'll so close as now at the future,

Because,Not all people able to do that after entering colleges,

Some of it,

having their own Partner,

With their girlfriend or boyfriends,

With their new friends,

With their own target,

to able themself to a higher target of their result of studies,jobs

WE ARE BUSY after this,

I know that we are still able to meet,

but just feeling like,

our distance are getting far,

Well,thats normal,

Just that i'm still not able to accept the real fact,

i'm still so childish,

i don't know anything,

scared the road of my future...

afraid to improve and change my life from TEEN to ADULT

Thats a junction of the biggest changes for me..

And Finally,

I try to keep my promise,

That we are still the same

the BEST FRIENDS forever

I LOVE YOU ALL to all my friends that i know from 1992 - 2010,

i'll never forget you guys!

END

31/3/2010

Last day of MARCH...

Well,

Everything has done..

Course,Location,Registration,Money,Time

All are ready,and no need to worry about it

But,I have 1 more month enjoy,

Why i can't stay happy like last time?

Even when the SPM is coming,i was very happy,

After SPM,even more happy,

but how come now i cannot happy like last time i did?

Although many problem has solved,

and even i'm not unhappy,

but i not able to stay happy,

Sometime just sit or lean on the sofa and day dreaming..

My brother JOHNSON

is waiting my answer to become a drummer,bassis,or electric guitar

And i am unable to decide in this moment,

He really hopes that i'm able to become the LEAD GUITAR

But my confident are getting down these days..

I want to be like last time..

END..

Dissapointed

DISAPPOINTED!

- PUBLIC RELATION has unavailable this year!

- I am choice less

HAPPY

- Because my Family,Mum,brothers,friend Dennis,Jennifer and Siew Wei give me alot of idea for it

- Mom willing to pay for my CERT although my result are not that satisfied by her

- Sorry my parents,and thanks for forgiving me about my result,i'll repay you all later on if i'm able to,i swear

On the way of transformation...

Friends are changing....

I've reached the JUNCTION of life

which means,choosing the WAY you're going to live..

College?? Work?? Friendship?? Money?? Time??

Course? Qualification?? Transport??

These things always pop up in my mind.

And of course,

We are unable to look back..

we Must keep forward to our own advance.

Whats gone... has gone...

I hope my mind just like a computer..

Have DELETE,UNDO,REDO,REFRESH,INSERT button...

and have anti virus that able to BLOCKED those stuff pop up on my mind,

feeling myself getting abnormal..

Well..

I have to move on..

to achieve my target.

THE OLD ME

- SHY

- LAZY

- CONFIDENT-LESS

- HOPELESS

- HELPING HAND IN WORTHLESS STUFF

- STUPID..

To the BRAND NEW ME

TARGET

- BRAVE

- EDUCATED WITH MORE POLITENESS

- TALKACTIVE

- CONFIDENT

- SHOULD'NT SPEND MY TIME ON STUPID WORTHLESS STUFF

- KIND

- MORE EVIL ON SOME CASES

- LOWER COST ON OWN DREAM HOUSE OR CAR (LOWER TARGET)

- PATIENT..

Well,

these days,

my mind full of things to plan,

College,course,friendship,money,trip before intake,things i should'nt save in my mind.

I am not a good student,

tadika,

mathematics is the topic that i hated the most,

everytime i will make alot of mistakes such as

+ and -

im always confuse about this..

When i am primary..

i am very happy in the first few weeks,

homework,all done

but chinese school,

the homeworks are mad,

7-8 homeworks per day,and i feel i get nothing doing and repeating that for 6 years.. so im getting lazy,

Well,UPSR,

result still Ok.. and math become my favorite one

SECONDARY

It was much more relax that SJK,

and i enjoy much my life there,

but i spend much of time in useless stuff..

helping people,play,enjoy

until i betrayed my own result of SPM,

Well,fine!

Until now.. my choices of courses are decreased,

only few course that able to stay in KL until degree...

thats PR,Graphic design,and those im not really interested,

So i think i might go into PR,

Brush up my grammer,oral,and writing,

Thats what im gonna change..

THINGS I HAVE TO REMEMBER

-there is no such thing as,refresh,delete,insert,copy,paste,redo,undo,edit in our real life,if they exist,it also will cause us a long time to done that

-i am unable to REDO what i've INSERTED in my mind,i just have to WAIT until it is EDITED nor DELETED..sorry i nid time to REFRESH myself now.. haha

And lastly,

i hope all my family,friends and myself,

success in their LIFE,

which included COLLEGE,JOB,RELATIONSHIP,and FAMILY of course

All the best to you all,

Please accept my wishes whoever read my blog....

TAKE CARE everyone

END

Random~

Life has just begun to the 2nd stage...

Primary and High school has ended...

Is time to decide which road i am going,

There are many road in this junction

and only one of it will bring me no regret...

The more the age we've,the colder the road are..

Cant just let someone to help me decide i i want?

i also not pretty sure what i want,and wont regret

The roads are all cold,

Friends are just like separated and aiming for own life,

And i'm still having a gun but unable to find my target and hit it,

Dream these days are really makes me happy,

I'm able to talk with those people i'm not able to face in real life,

But i am very dissapointed everytime i woke up and knew it was just a dream

I hope my life can be like what im having in my dream +_+

I'm kinda childish right? haha

I think thats all for today ba

END

PD TRIP AGAIN 26/02/2010 :P

PortDickson~
AGAIN! wAHAHAHA~ XD
We move out at there morning about 9 something!~
WE included ( Jason the abang besar (driver jing) , ME , Jennifer,Christina,Stephanie(PANI),Kenny(KON bf))
THEY = 2nd car(DENNIS' CAR) included (Pro aunt,pro uncle,my best friend DENNIS,lovely Mia,Joker D'Lern,Moody HuiEn)

JASON~ DRIVING*serious*SiewWei and KennyPHOTO REQUESTED BY JENN JINGANOTHER 1~

I already know im not able to sleep in the car even i dint sleep at all before this day~
because..... we've.... RADIO JENN! she are not able to stop talking for even 5 minute XD *dont angry har XD*

TADA! :P
REACHED PD~ HEADING TO LEGEND HOTEL (LUKUT)
THE WAY INTO THE LEGEND~

After that,we.ve reached! While boring waiting Dennis mother to check it,we took some foto~

Dennis

After the room is done...We just stay inside the room and enjoy the aircond =x
Since it was so HOT outside

When it was 2pm~
RAIN! ARGHH! XD though going to have our lunch,too bad
so lepak until 3pm something! We went to the beach to play Volleyball!

Volleyball-er XD

We din't play for long because it was very hot =_=
As wet as kenny rodger's chicken being grilled =_= XD

After that,we go back and bath and go out lepak..
Most of them in the room,and Left me,dennis and Mia outside the pondok
enjoy the breeze XD

IT's me and mia! :P

Well is too bad im having some mood problem after that..
Only my best friend know what im happening :O
thanks mia and dennis,
i din't take the photo of the night since imma like dreaming the whole night,
included dinner,shopping,or in the car haha

After going out~ im still the same,lepak on the pondok with mia,dennis.. talking about old times,.

TADA! is 12am,
and we're getting bored,thinking to sing Karaok around there,
Aunt accidently heard what we're hoping to do,
and she called the karaok and asked for it..
Thank god.. we are able to sing until 1am,although is only an hour but is ok :D thanks aunt!

When in the Karaok room,i just sang 2-3 song,and that bo back to room le,
i want to bath early,and after that i go lepak pondok again =_= XD
Until 2am,all of us are tired... go SLEEP! NITE!

2nd day~

Its morning!
Lets WAKE everybody up! :P
DING DONG DING DONG! D: all woke unhappily XD
GO BREAKFast! =_=

We go somewhere nearby BAYU BEACH resort and have our ROTI CANAI meal there,
overall,it was ok,and nice to eat too~
After that,we go to the Beach opposite of the mamak house :P

We act like orang gila there @@And me~Lonely me.. T_T XD

After that,we go back to resort luu~ have lot of fun there :D


When on the way back to our resort,
i noticed,PD have some NOOB's photo to take too! i get two if it! SEE!

Shell lorry passby,Jalan Shell,beside Shell petrol station! LOL

Tanjung gemOk? O_o

HAHA! after that,we go back to resort,and lepak for while,
waiting 3pm check out lorr.. =_=

After that,we check out lor..
Went to seremban and have our LAST lunch together..
We went to a food court at Seremban town~
I get another noob photo from the food court again!

Nasi SOTONG JENN with sweet and SAURE XD

After have our lunch there...
We continue our journey back to KL~
Here is a picture of it...

:D

After that,back to KL,
I join my uncle and cousin the night! :D
Thanks everybody for the trip with me,
especially Dennis' family,my brother,and whoever accompany me all the way! thanks!

END~

23.2.10

I'm back!

to try to continue my blog =_=

Well.. im fine these days! see how BIG is my SMILE! XD

Well.. since im waiting for SPM result,im working at SHAMELIN with my mom in BONITA warehouse now

The best thing to work with mom is!

1.Wont be boring

2.Free Lunch (she cook and bring to herself and me!)

3.Got PRO teacher(her)

Well..

Im still keep in touch with my friends in SMKPJ

We still going out together sometimes :D

We're planning to go for a PD trip on this FRIDAY~

Is fun when planning.. but isn't fun when meet MANY PROBLEMs in planning,

such as transport,time,friends,money,and else..

I'm still hoping everyone could join us,as much as POSSIBLE...

Well.. i really hope you all can go with me...

It must be a SWEET MOMENT together there..

:D

Until here bah! I've nothing more to post abt today D:

BYE!

END