最近。。

我是个坚强的火。
我是个油灯上的火。

有一天，灯油停止替我增加了。

燃烧燃烧着，已经快没灯油了。

这把火很坚强，固执，没了油不想放弃，据续燃烧等待灯油的到来。

我就快把我自己烧毁了，等待着您的到来。
我会据续等的。。我等你。
想和你说，我没放弃过这个希望，每天都期望这一天的到来。。

谢谢

我不美，我不帅 =）

我是个自然长得这样的人。跟了朋友的每日活动，都是减不到肥。他却搜到木材这样。

谢谢你。

我说过的，我一定会做到。

我现在的决定，是在不给自己有任何的希望。

因为我了解我自己，我是不会这样快放弃的人

所以，现在这样的决定是最好的。我一定会做得到，放心 =)

请不要着怪自己，这个难关，是我自己弄出来，因为现在很清楚了，

无论我用什么方式，我都会答应你，好朋友吧 =)

我朋友。。现在是你们年轻人的世界了，哈哈 ^^

说起来蛮好笑的，

第一次四个月，第二次一年，这次，不懂 XD

老了啦，不用紧，又不是没试过，

大把人都是单声到老啦 =)

又不会死的 XD

谢谢你啦，勇敢的你 =)

=.=

最近，有点烦。我也不知为什么总是有阻碍的。

先说我自己吧。

学业上，中学就别提了。

虽然是过了三个难关，虽然没有失败过，可是就很大压力，

可是看着朋友一个一个的态度，完蛋了。

这个学期的科目，刚开始就觉得很挑战，感觉正在往失败的路线走。。

第一个礼拜，就很多不好印象了。。只是觉得会失败在这学期。。

家庭，

还好吧，妈妈最近很烦，关于钱的问题，车和电单车的状态都不大好。

想到要买新车，又不能，因为还要帮我兄弟三个人给学费。

想到车，就烦死了。轮胎爆了，换代替胎，已经用了整整一个月多，就快顶不顺了。

车子没办法换，轮胎卖车前换不划算。

友情，

到现在还好吧，每个我有找，或有找我的，是我的好朋友。

不喜欢那些，从不跟我讲话，聊天，一打来就要救命哪些。谁忙，谁不忙，我知道，

谁有心，没心，我分得出。可是到现在，我身边的朋友对我很好，我很感谢他们。

而我却没什么帮到人，其实也不该讲人家 ><

友情一般上没有问题，大家还是好友!

自己，

还是我。失败的，哈哈

说要努力，才努力多了点点，

说要搜身，减吃，减喝，连晚餐都刚饱，睡觉前肚子饿着睡。

结果一个月后，一公斤都没少，衣服还窄了，真是失望。哈哈！

可是我没放弃，依然吃少了 =)

我其实还算有点担子，很多东西都还敢试，可是每次想太多，弄到自己但心这个那个，

什么都怕掉，==

想到未来，不懂要往哪一个方向，就开始烦，害怕自己做错选择，害到自己的未来。

人生真是麻烦呀~

爱情？

这我也不懂，哈哈。

抛弃的滋味，不好吃，我宁愿吃好料 XD

既然人家拒绝，我也没想那么多了，八个月了，哈哈

我也有粉丝，可是我觉得很突然，所以拒绝了人家，虽然没想我说什么的，可是跟我说对我好感。

啪托，我不配，等我搜身先吧！XD

拒绝，是不要你等了，不值得，我不懂几时才能医好心病，对不起 =）希望明白。

因该酱多吧？可能打漏了，不用紧，下次补回 XD

再见! 这次就这样先吧！

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Thanks

Yep Yep,
Its 2011 now!
I'm going to 19 years old soon,no more 18 =(

Thank you.

To my family! first!

Thank you to my parents, you're still giving me my need of money, love, care, for the 19th years of my life. I very happy and very satisfy. I should be very independent, and helpful in family,but i couldn't do that.I admit i very lazy, dint even do something to help my mum in house, not even some housework =( I swear I'll clean the house before CNY, Its a promise.

Daddy! You're the fierce one. We're afraid of you since we're small =x
You always reject our request with some reasonable reason.

You love us very much,always bring us where we want to do, want to play, or want to eat.

Even join us in certain activity unexpected!

Actually I din't blame you for what you din't do that you've promise.

You also have your own stress on working, this can be heard from the conversation of you and mummy.

Complaining about working, you have many things to do and think of, something I've request is not that important compared to the things you do to support the family finance.

Love you dad =)

Mummy! You're the best mummy in me! You are my multifunction mummy.

You take care of us anyway you can, you even give up working and stay home to look over me and my brothers until we're big enough to take care ourself.

Ourself means only ourself, not even other or house.

When I'm small, mummy is always the most annoying one.

I remember I did say mummy food is very boring in front of her before, that cause her moody for the whole day.

But now, mummy very pity us because she working now, unable to cook lunch for us.

She pity her sons because I always complain that outside food all taste almost the same, *Ajinomoto* is the key for them.

She love to see her sons happy enjoying her food everyday!

She worry if her child unable to get some healthy lunch

I felt very sorry to complain that in front of her.

She have to work to support our spending on school fees and daily usage.

She have to do all the housework and work for us. ><

Wake 6am and sleep 2am sometimes =(

Hope you can have your rest soon mummy ^^

Jason! My eldest brother! The one that take care of us most when mummy not around.

He's really do act like a "Dai Gor".

He is the one care about us most.

When doing anything, he sure ask our opinion before doing it,plans things very well that make sure all people satisfy.

He always scare I'm bored, hungry or sick, he do cares.

Even I don't know how to explain what he did, but I felt it. =)

He's the one willing to fetch me to college and even willing to wait me up to 2-3 hours classes while doing his own revision or activities if possible.

He is a very good brother i have, I very happy and satisfy to have him as my brother ^^

Johnson my second elder brother =) The one always busy with his own activity and less to be at home =x

Even he's not the kind of mummy's boy, but he do care about me too.

He always scold me on what I did wrong, lead me to the right way, always play games with me, accompany me to somewhere I want to go or want to do. Thank you ^^

JuMoi! Haha Julian! The feeder XD Joking, the cute and funny one. Since he's small, his mistake was my joke everyday (I'm bad XD)

For me a brother to take care of is not a burden, it is a good thing for me.

He's the one who always make joke with me when we're bored, no matter how lame the joke is, we're happy to *sotplug* together XD The one who always play with me, and helped me in anything he able to do for me too Thank you Julian F3

Friends! No matter you're from Pandan Jaya, neighbour, kinder garden, primary school, high school, or college You all did gave me a good memory.

Without you all, maybe I'm still someone that don't know many thing, I've grown up until now with different types of friend that accompanies me in different days in my study life.

So far, I felt I'm very lucky that none of my friend ever did something to ruin my life which means I don't have any "Friend" that not able to put in my friend list.

From kinder garden until know, with the different style of living, I've learn how to be a true human,, Ahahah!

Every level of studies in different rank changes me a lot, playful, serious, mature.

19 Years old, I should know when to be playful, to be serious right?

Need to have mature thinking too to achieve better result for my future.

I though I'm going to list out my friend one by one, but think back, that is TOOOOO LONG to do that .

Actually i don't know why I'm writing this right now in the middle of the night. But now is my semester break, just felt want to write it! haha!
Thank you!

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Thats all I can do

既然都这样，很多人都问我有没有再找她。
没这个必要吧，找她，只会让彼此心情更乱。
大家都说，时间可以让我们忘记一切，她也这样说。

爱情是盲的，可以把东西掉反来看。
现在的我，也没去想什么了，
要来就来，要走就走。

还有还要跟我的朋友们说对不起。如今的我，没了喝茶，走街的兴趣。
只喜欢打球，打球，和打球。
我看我是累了吧。只想每天打球，到身体超累的时候，大睡一场。 =)

谢拉。完。

College is back~!

College is back! ><
As usual,still the same feeling with 1st semester,
I mean,haven't bored of it XD

Well,
Was worrying about something such as Co-curicular,Courseworks,
And too bust to online with the packed timetable compared to last semester. D=
But i manage to do as 1st semester since it's not pack as i though.Currently,I'm still able to chat with internet with my Friends and Her XD

So,tonight and now is 1.23am,
Since Wednesday class starts at 10am(counted as late),and I've my nap just now,so just take some times go access blogging,facebook.

So I guess actually I'm posing this cause I'm a little bored,Haha

Until Now then

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16 / Sept / 2010~

It's Just A Random Post That Showing Whats Is On My Mind Now~

It's Holiday~

After exams,i had a 3 weeks holiday before another semester starts.

Just chatting with friends and playing games until Melaka trip!

Thank You for accompany me oo~ hehe

Yeah,I just back from Melaka trip with my high schoolmates. It is one of the successful trip since there's only a few trip I've been with friends =x

Melaka was my hometown,

Although it is not that excited when going there,

But going with friends are totally different,

Can easily find nice foods,places than stuck in the town and heading nowhere XD

And after i went home,

Slept 15 hours XD

Until just now wake,saw many unhappy post from others people,

And now,for me,too much friends is a problem,Without friends also a problem.

So,I felt I'm in a very good situation,I have nice friends and they're more than few,it's just perfect for me ^^

After all,today i feel quite tired even slept 15 hours ==

Thank you for take caring of me my friends and you~

Thank you all

LoVe YoU~ <3<3

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