UnStoPPabLe Awakeness On MiDnIghT

As usual,

I'm not really able to sleep well after 11pm if i'm not sleepy,

Well,This is cause by some cases,

Not really a nightmare,

But there's something stuck in my mind when midnight,

I don't know how it come into,

and cause me unable to sleep..

Well,

After my parents and youngest brother went go malacca for some reason from TUESDAY to SUNDAY,

Left,Me,Johnson,and Jason,as known as my brothers,

Both are elder than me,

Well,

Life is totally different without mom's caring,

I have to have my own meal by myself,

Brothers are usually busy for their college or working,

Eat around pandan jaya are totally make me sick,

I'm bored of this..Can i have some HOMEMADE dishes??

My brother was trying to make some home dishes,

the 1st one was something like cream shagetti,

2nd day breakfast was fried rice,

although its not as tasty as Restoran OK's food,

but for me,

I likes that more than the Restoran ones

These 4 days,

i'm unable to sleep until 5am that i'm totally FLAT,

Only i able to sleep,and i'll wake before 11am =_=

1st day was online until 2 something,

lying on the bed do nothing until i feel tired,

2nd day,online while playing my guitar

3rd day,Dota with dennis and meng until 4 something

4th which means today,

Same dota and facebook,msn,until 4 something,decide to tidy up the house since parents are coming back KL tomorrow,

Well,this is really making me sick cause lack of sleep,

not i don't want,but i unable...

i starts my tidy service 5am..

and i'm almost done

Now is 6.30am

I have to Hang out the clothes in the washing machine now..

I hope that i able to EDIT what's that appeared in my mind every night after 10pm,

Thats the MANIPULATED VARIABLE that causing me unable to have my rest properly,

Well,tomorrow,my friend say gonna come to my house and have breakfast with Jason and Me,

Hope im able to join them,

and join Meng and Seng with their friends fishing at Pandan Lake Club 2pm Later..

Very sorry if i unable to go..

I am really tired... very very tired of this..

Thank you Dennis,Mia,Wai Seng,Meng and who ever who accompany me in the midnight

Okays.

I have to continue my work now

Until here this time

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