Big Big Changes i have to make D:

Last time,

I though high school is just a place where go and simple study,

then Pass SPM,and satisfy if able to proceed to the College,

I though 5 credits was a piece of cake,

And now,

I find out,when reached college,

everything such as friends,mates,living style totally changed,

just like to start over again,

I'm not qualified to diploma since i'm weak than a cake,

fine...

I'm Cert now...

Although all of us have to start a new lifestyle with new friends and different things,

have to be more independent,active

But they're having Diploma or higher that cert,

Its harder to find friends in college than high school,

since everyone already independent and mature enough,

and many people here are rich so we wouldn't easy to be friends with them,

So today,

i have to remind myself,

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!

so,i have to change myself,

for me,even its a little bit too late for regret,

But according to the lectures and students,

Cert is another chances to let you chase up to the standard of diploma and even able to get better result than them,

So,

The old me,

everyday thinking the stupid stuff,

Hoping for the SKY TO DROP MONEY for me

Curious other's people thinking about me,

Waiting for someone i shouldn't

these should have to remove from my mind by now as soon as possible

Gaming?

Of course i cannot actually remove it XD

Maybe just DOTA or SDO for sometimes?

I swear that i wont play leveling online game anymore,

Last time its for fun,showing off,nor time waster for me,

But colleges are not that fun,

Its timetables are rush and the time taken for transportation is almost 1 hour to reach my college...

SO,

i have to keep it up,

get more friends,supports

not that blur in the colleges,

must know what to do there instead of sitting and dreaming like high school

Thats only what i aiming,

Hope i'm really that good and able to change myself,

For relationship problem,

I should forget it now,and wait until i can do that,included FIT up my body XD

Until here this time,

not that much typing crap here anymore like last time,

gonna less blog now on..

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