Im okay

Well..

Sorry to showing the sour face of mine these days,

actually,

i'm okay,

Just kinda tired since lack of sleep in the night

Cant really sleep well these days,

so,moods are bad sometime =x

Thanks for those who care about me,

Love ya,

:D

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Unforgettable :D

So fast..

It is already 14th of April.

Im going to 18 this year..

and another half month..

haha

Well,

What i cannot forget the most is this year,

I've already forget most sad moment or happy moment for last year,2009

What i can remember very clear now is how we celebrate after SPM,

although there is not fun as i though,since all start work very early

but it is an unforgettable moment,

Although is just short moment,

just 5 months,

But the memories are already good enough,

Although i experiences some pain i din't last time,

but it's ok,

there is no life that without any suffering or obstacles D:

So at here,

I wish to thanks everybody that accompany me these days no matter in real life or internet

Thanks a lot!

I love you all NOOB FAMILY! :D

Thanks Jason,Johnson and his friends,Julian,WaiSeng and his friends,Meng,Liang,SiewWei,William,Syahmi,AbangJack,Abang Mun Fai,Dennis,Amelia,Jennifer,HuiEn,Justin,Mango,Christina,and Junior who played basketball with me and anyone who accompany me along,

Sorry if i left you out,there's too many people i have to thanks~ i mean.. the whole noob family!

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MUST

Give up what i should

Concentrate on what i should

The Truth for me

Hope what happened in INTERNET/PC

is fake,

I trust real life more,

The way my REAL FRIENDS treat me,

thank you everyone that really treat me with real heart but not entertain me with replying of my message even not that willing to

Well,

I'm unable to differentiate you guys are just trying to ENTERTAIN without failing my mood with UNWILLING status nor else

Thank you anyway for serious..

And i hope to tell you all,

Im still the same in real life,

Just don't know why i feel myself changed when chatting in INTERNET...

SOrry and THankYou

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Kids Nowdays

Kids now days,

INCLUDED me,

Likes to use these words Lonely,Boring,Emo,Stress and many more

Well,

And i notice,

LONELY

-Kid/Teenagers nowdays,WATCH too much drama or follow their senior example,that to get a partner ASAP once they're secondary,well,cant they just do what HUMAN did last time? must find a partner so early?

Well,when they failed,they'll use this lame word.

BORING

-As you can see,now there are too much of entertainment stuff such as Pub,KaraOk,Clubbing,CyberCafe Instead of last time,

Last time,they prefer outdoors activities,such as basketball,badminton,fishing,cycling,and many more game that we called as OLD FASHION game

EMO

-Well,mostly of the people don't know the meaning of emo,

Once they SAD or LONELY they act as EMO,

Well,a true emo is a people who anti-social without any reason

Some of the teenagers take it as a STYLE,that blacken the eyes and covered with hair or etc,or maybe taking pictures without showing face nor black and white style

EMO is able to ACT in their mind :D

STRESS

-Stress?? OMG! what you all need to stress?

Homework?School? how come people last time able to DO it with HIGHER level of STANDARD without INTERNET?? It comes when we're too much of entertainment,

Once you over play,you'll feel lazy to study nor paying attention in class..

Since they're attracted or addicted in those what we called as ENTERTAINMENT stuff,

They're start to WORK or find way to GET their own money,

Of course,the money not only for their entertainment,

Those who've couple of course needs it even more,

Well,once you work,you'll really crash with STRESS this word,

There's nothing you can blame,is your own choice,

High school students shouldn't use THESE words

After all,

I notice I'm also counted in in some of the words,

I hope my explaination are right

THESE WORDS are only able for FAMILY that lack of LOVE,MONEY

Once you lack of love,you can say that you're lonely,tired,stress cause of housework

You able to say that you're tired,bored,and STRESS because helping to take care family's member or earning money for it,

As a normal CHILDREN , these word shouldn't came out from out mouth,

We must learn how to SATISFY and not ENVY what people have,

Sorry if im wrong,
Just want to express myself and thats my own opinion

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UnStoPPabLe Awakeness On MiDnIghT

As usual,

I'm not really able to sleep well after 11pm if i'm not sleepy,

Well,This is cause by some cases,

Not really a nightmare,

But there's something stuck in my mind when midnight,

I don't know how it come into,

and cause me unable to sleep..

Well,

After my parents and youngest brother went go malacca for some reason from TUESDAY to SUNDAY,

Left,Me,Johnson,and Jason,as known as my brothers,

Both are elder than me,

Well,

Life is totally different without mom's caring,

I have to have my own meal by myself,

Brothers are usually busy for their college or working,

Eat around pandan jaya are totally make me sick,

I'm bored of this..Can i have some HOMEMADE dishes??

My brother was trying to make some home dishes,

the 1st one was something like cream shagetti,

2nd day breakfast was fried rice,

although its not as tasty as Restoran OK's food,

but for me,

I likes that more than the Restoran ones

These 4 days,

i'm unable to sleep until 5am that i'm totally FLAT,

Only i able to sleep,and i'll wake before 11am =_=

1st day was online until 2 something,

lying on the bed do nothing until i feel tired,

2nd day,online while playing my guitar

3rd day,Dota with dennis and meng until 4 something

4th which means today,

Same dota and facebook,msn,until 4 something,decide to tidy up the house since parents are coming back KL tomorrow,

Well,this is really making me sick cause lack of sleep,

not i don't want,but i unable...

i starts my tidy service 5am..

and i'm almost done

Now is 6.30am

I have to Hang out the clothes in the washing machine now..

I hope that i able to EDIT what's that appeared in my mind every night after 10pm,

Thats the MANIPULATED VARIABLE that causing me unable to have my rest properly,

Well,tomorrow,my friend say gonna come to my house and have breakfast with Jason and Me,

Hope im able to join them,

and join Meng and Seng with their friends fishing at Pandan Lake Club 2pm Later..

Very sorry if i unable to go..

I am really tired... very very tired of this..

Thank you Dennis,Mia,Wai Seng,Meng and who ever who accompany me in the midnight

Okays.

I have to continue my work now

Until here this time

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The Last Moment WE'RE together

Well,

After i quit my job,

There's another 1 month for me to ejoy/rest?

Or should i find a job until my college starts?

Well,

Today,Me,Dennis and Meng go have a drink with my buddy Dee Lern,

He's tell us about his life in college.

even the class might be a short period,

but it is very rare to have a chance that able us to have a good rest,

Of course,he is much more worst than us,

He's alone after leaving KL,

Went to Nilai INTI colllege for his studies since that his father encourages him into that college

He only free and able to join us at Weekends,

And unfortunately,

Most of us are busy in weekends,

We have our own family day,church,or else activity

Although most of us are the same colleges,TarC

But,After we met our own new friends,

The Distance between us ( High school friends) shall increase,

I know most of you want to tell me : WE ARE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER,WE NEVER ABANDON ANYONE

Well,thats just a promise that NOT a promise,

I can't even promise that we'll so close as now at the future,

Because,Not all people able to do that after entering colleges,

Some of it,

having their own Partner,

With their girlfriend or boyfriends,

With their new friends,

With their own target,

to able themself to a higher target of their result of studies,jobs

WE ARE BUSY after this,

I know that we are still able to meet,

but just feeling like,

our distance are getting far,

Well,thats normal,

Just that i'm still not able to accept the real fact,

i'm still so childish,

i don't know anything,

scared the road of my future...

afraid to improve and change my life from TEEN to ADULT

Thats a junction of the biggest changes for me..

And Finally,

I try to keep my promise,

That we are still the same

the BEST FRIENDS forever

I LOVE YOU ALL to all my friends that i know from 1992 - 2010,

i'll never forget you guys!

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